PostsCommentsPayoutssarfine (31)in #life • 5 years agoOne of these happy days... notShe's visiting again. Without my permission. Again. It's killing me inside. Gives me so many flashbacks with feelings. She has been here for about 30 minutes. Her usually visits.…sarfine (31)in #life • 5 years agoThe triggeringI had an episode last night, which wasn't that fun at all. I haven't had one of these in some time so it was hard on me. My PTSD was calmer than usual which was a relief. I was…sarfine (31)in #life • 5 years agoThe history is repeating itself yet againSo what have I discovered this time? I've been discovering that people like to supervise you even though they are not the boss. I know I do is sometimes too but I know why and…sarfine (31)in #life • 6 years agoFrom now to forwardEverything needs to be changed because everything is wrong. The feelings, those who exist and those I don't know to exist at this moment. I feel disconnected from everything. The…sarfine (31)in #life • 6 years agoThe absence of SarfineI'm sorry for my absence here on Steemit but since last year it has been a lot of a rollercoaster and insights about myself that I sort of needed taken care of. It has not been…sarfine (31)in #life • 6 years agoThe hiddingI started a new job a month ago. It's kinda interesting and fun at the moment but it's a challenge for my body. It's mostly young people but I like it. I don't sit still like I…sarfine (31)in #life • 6 years agoThe energy around the livingI discovered something new this week which was quite interesting. Went for a shopping round close to home and experienced something new that I've never seen before. Somehow my…sarfine (31)in #life • 7 years agoThe lovable little catToday was a fun day. Woke up by the cat who tries to open the closet door and I tell her to stop but she still reached out for the closet door with one of her paws while looking…sarfine (31)in #life • 7 years agoThe mailThe other day I found something in our mailbox that I kind of feels humorous about. Sure a "normal" person would take this serious but I feel like "it happens if it…sarfine (31)in #life • 7 years agoThe sad honestlySomething that has been on my mind without realizing is that I still haven't found myself completely yet. And I sort of lost myself again these last couple of three weeks. I…sarfine (31)in #life • 7 years agoThe scary knowledgeYou know those fantasy movies, like Lord of the rings, there you see nonhuman creatures existing? They are not just fantasy... they are real and they are here living among us.…sarfine (31)in #life • 7 years agoFinding myselfThis article is going to be a more of a personal reading for you and something that I want to share with you. As you all know @azension and I are partners, or as I warm heartily…sarfine (31)in #life • 7 years agoPersonality number 2Number 2’s are cooperative peacemakers, who have a natural ability to comfort and heal people, animals, and the environment around them. Even though they may be a little insecure…sarfine (31)in #life • 7 years agoPersonality number 1These people are individual and unique, stands often out in the crowd. Because they tend to walk a path less traveled, doing things their own way. The individuality and…sarfine (31)in #life • 7 years agoThe road of NumerologyWhat is numerology? In easy words, you could say that it helps you to get knowledge of what’s your purpose in this life. But, honestly, it’s so much more. Numerology is like a…sarfine (31)in #life • 7 years agoThe lost abilityIn ancient times animals have always been around us, both as pets and as wild animals. They have always been apart of our lives and came into our lives when we needed them as…sarfine (31)in #life • 7 years agoThe society's gameIn today's society we, humans, are controlled by each other and the society no matter what we say. How we take notice of this is how we behave towards each other and what we…sarfine (31)in #life • 7 years agoWord of magicMagic is something we use daily. The words we speak and write is what we use to create magic. Depending on how you use it it will either be light or dark magic, therefore, it’s…sarfine (31)in #introduceyourself • 7 years agoNot Alone - Introduce blogI still recall it like it was yesterday. The fright that lingered at that moment when I first saw them. It was in the bathroom at the window. The black cloth which hanged on its…