As soon as you quit killing yourself for things you have no control over the sooner you emancipate. There are other things left to define. There are a lot more sins to barter. Quoting from Flatbush Zombies Chuch. "The only one in front of me is me in five years."
You are your biggest roadblock. So become your biggest facilitator. What you've got to lose. The time will come and go regardless. Is like saying fours years of college is too much but four years will pass you by anyways.
The hurdle is the monster you must eviscerate. And it comes in many forms and tribulations. Sharpen your sword, pen or guitar whatever trip you on. Fate eventually defines you but the journey is yours to manipulate. Let the grifting begin.
Well said! It's harder not to think about things you have no control over.
Yes indeed