Things are crappy

in #sad28 days ago

Hey.

It's just that things are crappy. Mostly cat things. But the crappiness is big. It's bad in a big way. It's bad in a worse than if she had just died. That's why it's bad. It's bad because there are lots of choices to make and they're all bad choices. It's bad because it seems like there's hope and hope is there as a liar.

I hate it.

I find myself wishing there were something worse. Which is weird. I find myself hearing about the Nuclear War posturing by Putin and thinking I should take it as a thing to obsess over because it's something I totally can't control, and there's comfort in feeling that powerless.

It's weird.

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Hope a solution that's not as sad becomes available.

That makes sense. What's out of our hands we can live with the rest we try to figure out or solve.

I'm not sure if it's mostly cat things but in my life it was always pet thing. Since weeks it is the cat, no idea what he suffers from but it's weird.

I wish you all the best and hope natures knows the solution.

♥️🍀

It's cat things.

How did it go with the cat things? We struggle with the cat as well. Right now he's nearly dead again. Hopefully, he will live a bit longer for my son. All the best

It's hard to say. She's still breathing rapidly, but she's in a better mood. We have an appointment Saturday. We'll see what the internal medicine specialist says.