Poem to My Wife as my Cancer starts to win the battle

in #poetry7 years ago (edited)

I continue to get weak and struggle
But my love I still like to snuggle
To feel your heart and know your love
when gone as an angel far above

There is a place for me in heaven
where I no longer suffer or feel pain
When missing me just feel that
No matter what I am just two steps behind

For I am asking God to let me be an angel
To protect and guide you
all you have to do is look up to the sky
and know that you will see me

In the day I am a raven looking down
To protect you from all those scary clowns
I watch and stare until the sun goes down
but do not be afraid as I am love bound

At night I am an angel in the stars
what a great place to be
You see every star is an angel at night
So know I am an angel and shine so bright

Know that I'm watching over you
just continue to look up and see
I will always be watching over you
please don't be sad for me

Someday when our souls meet
I will finally go to heaven as my final treat
to sit in heaven in a relaxing seat
As I protected you my love and my soul still has a beat

Love you, hold you, even when I have gone
for you my heart will burn hot and strong
To the day we meet and kiss once more
Till then I will wait at heavens Door

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my girl and I

She even became a hockey fan with me

I will miss buying you roses like always
!

As I lose weight and struggle

will always know the good times and love we shared

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going to take a break from here for few days. not feeling great

again thanks to you all and to the friends I made







@davemaccoy @johnjgeddes @grace44 @markwhittam @beachsagebrush @apolymask and his Dad @deancarter

again there are lots but I need to step up and thank a few who give me guidenace and inspiration

You should rest and I hope you feel better my friend!

Thanks Dave! and the way these comments aligned themselves, it appears that I am professing my undying love to you haha, granted, you've become a good friend, but let's not get crazy :)

You and I deserve some quiet alone time I think. I love you more than words can say.

its a beautiful poem Brian. It is sad what you and Lynn are going through. I know there is nothing I can say that will make it any better for you. But I can see the love you both have for each other and I'm thankful that you are able to experience that love. Those pictures match the words to the poem and it is beautiful the way you express your heart to her!

I hope you are not in too much pain or discomfort... And my thanks for you bringing this to my attention!

it was not to bring to your attenetion but to thank you for being a friend here

You better don't give up so soon...
Remember it is not over yet until its over.

Thank you @smilecity. I am his wife, and really appreciate your kind words.

There's so little that can be said. Let me just wish you days filled with joy and peace in the time remaining.

thanks alot for stopping by

a beautiful, touching poem, Brian

Thank you so much. Like me what are you doing up lol.

I hope that you and your family can continue to stay strong through this difficult period. Thanks for sharing your journey.

So touching and true, your love for your soul mate. You will always be together until time is no more. Beautiful poem. <3

Hello @briancourteau. I'm crying until now. I feel your words. You spoke beautiful and sincere words. I can feel that you love @lynncoyle1 very much. And when I read her post and talk to her, I know that she loves you very much too. Both of you are so lucky you have found each other. Not everyone gets the love that you have. Please keep strong. I wish you both a happy Valentines despite the suffering because I know that you're celebrating your love, and that's stronger than the pain. I'm sorry if I don't have the right words.

Thank you so much. your words are beautiful

My heart goes out to the two of you. It is a beautiful poem and I would like to read many and many more dedications to Lynn and your family. So stay strong. I don't always remember to say a nightly prayer but I will for you and your family to overcome this disease and pull out of this strong.

thank you so much

Thank you so much @beeyou; such kind words...here's hoping the prayers work!

Extremely touching! Never give up, as hard as the days may get, fight until the last day. Your wife and kids are very lucky to have a great person like you around, even for the short time that they have. I wish you and your beautiful wife peace, strength and understanding in your final days. <3

thank you and I pray I get a bit more time also. I fight the fight and will until I cannot. again thank you

Thank you so much @smylie (I'm Brian's wife:). I appreciate your kindness!

Youre both so very welcome! Enjoy your time together! Youre in my thoughts... many hugs and lots of love sent yalls way <3

Fellow Canuck here, even though we support different teams. This is much bigger then that. I know its an up hill battle but as long as you keep fighting you're the true winner. Sounds like you have an amazing family and no matter what no one can take that away from you.

I do. My wife just wrote a response to my poem. she is @lynncoyle1. And thank you my friend my fellow canuck lol

That was a tough one to read amigo. I know we don't see each other as much as we used to. I just thought you want your space right now. I'm only down the street if you need me or need to have a beer. The pool is here if you guys need some sunshine. Love you buddy. Miss hanging out.

hey did you read lynns response that she blogged. made me ball

Buy some CBD oil. It has cured many forms of cancer completely because it helps destroy cancer cells while Keep your own healthy. It also stops any sivkness from treatment.

I take it daily. CBD drops and thanks

ahhh my friend your not going anywhere.
your beautiful wife ,the kids ,your friends we need you ,want you stay. Hugs for you and to your Loving Wife . God Bless

Thank you again my true friend. life is strange you know. and although my body is dieing my love and heart will beat forever

I dont know what more to say my friend. just know im here even though im far away you guys are in my thoughts always. We lost my 4 years old grandson 4 months ago. Please keep fighting.

I am so truly sorry for your loss. I do not know if when we die we meet people but may I know your grandsons first name. I am again truly sorry and you are also in my thoughts too. I fight each day and will keep fighting. I will add your grandson to my prayers. Hugs

Be strong, Sir! Just keep going!

What a beautiful and touching poem. Made me a bit emotional. Thanks for sharing this with us, you have a really courageous spirit and attitude, that's refreshing to see in this world. All the best to you, I hope your health improves and while I'm not sure if I believe in prayer or not, I will send some positive thoughts your way.

thank you my friend. Lynn my love @lynncoyle1 loves what you do here.

May the love you have for one another get you through this hard time. Your poem is a beautifully written poem to someone you love. That makes it a winner in our eyes.

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Thank you so much @newbieresteemday; I appreciate your kind words (I'm Brian's wife:)

@briancourteau, you and your family are in my prayers. After reading your poem, it is all these sweet cherished memories that will bring you and the family forward. Stand fast and steady!

thank you so much. I fight everyday for my body may be dieing but my love and soul will never die