"WONDERING"

<hr /> <p dir="auto"><center><strong><em>I lay in bed alone around evening time and ask for what reason I'm here.<br /> I do as such much for everybody<br /> For what reason don't they demonstrate they give it a second thought?<br /> I met this young lady who said she adored me<br /> something I haven't heard in so long.<br /> She utilized me for my cash<br /> what a ride she took me on.<br /> There is so much hurt I feel, so much outrage caught inside.<br /> Now and again I wish my father was here, however to me he's not alive.<br /> I have nobody to converse with<br /> These medications appear to be the main way<br /> Turns out it's a lie simply like the grin I put on each and ordinary.<br /> I know outside I'm grinning, It's the face I counterfeit for you,<br /> Be that as it may, inside my spirit is crying and there is no other viable option for me.<br /> I know my family adores me,<br /> I'm there when their choices are poor.<br /> I'm tired of feeling like this strolled on mat tossed upon the floor.<br /> I lay in overnight boardinghouse what the heck I'm doing here<br /> Would i be able to wake up from this fantasy?<br /> Would i be able to please simply vanish? <hr /> <p dir="auto"><code>THANK YOU FOR READING MY POST! <p dir="auto"><strong>DISCLAIMER : <code>Image source : <a href="https://www.google.com.ph/search?q=wondering+sad&prmd=ivn&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwiAntW0rvncAhXYV30KHVYJCmsQ_AUIESgB&biw=360&bih=566&dpr=2#imgrc=LUjvr3K36wJaUM:" target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" title="This link will take you away from hive.blog" class="external_link">Google.com <hr /> <p dir="auto"><img src="https://images.hive.blog/0x0/https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmPk68D152QtTmubiycYjCXJCB4RGoVUPXjhb5Mg9fcjcA/signature_25.gif" alt="signature_25.gif" /> <hr /> <p dir="auto"><img src="https://images.hive.blog/0x0/https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmcL3FQQwqDPHkgotaB886epvuKe7xm6ytXKx9QzD3B6D5/signature_1%20(2).gif" alt="signature_1 (2).gif" /> <blockquote> <p dir="auto"><span>Please support <a href="/@surpassinggoogle">@surpassinggoogle as a witness, Please vote him at <a href="https://steemit.com/~witnesses" target="_blank" rel="nofollow noreferrer noopener" title="This link will take you away from hive.blog" class="external_link">https://steemit.com/~witnesses and type in “steemgigs” at the first search box. <hr /> <p dir="auto"><strong>Yours truly :<br /> <img src="https://images.hive.blog/0x0/https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQma5pzeDkQtpDGeXfgTKRi4umJEcJed1Fm9uagrWFaWKuE/signature_1%20(1).gif" alt="signature_1 (1).gif" /><br /> <img src="https://images.hive.blog/0x0/https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmcZYQCa9WiQ4Fhtwo9JduNBiNCC86bkSZbHwGyBYmbjWi/BENOTBUDAY.gif" alt="BENOTBUDAY.gif" /><br /> <img src="https://images.hive.blog/0x0/https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmYpf4xS6PnUp4WzEx6i95f3N8szE2zv2m4joXZiGRNjr4/signature_5.gif" alt="signature_5.gif" /> <hr />