She was never an ordinary girl. From the beginning till the end and from the end to the very first start she've always belonged only to herself.
When she was a little child her parents tried many times to tame that dark side in her. They wanted to make her listen them. She never did. She listened to her inner self.
Luckily for her, her parents were wise enough to understand that the only way to keep her calm is to give her love. Where there is love, there's a chance to change.
When she started not to listen to herself and tried to 'fit', problems begun. The ones she is responsible for.
The truth is.. you can't be responsible for every little thing that happens in you life, but many depends on you because you're the center and the choice is up to you.
Things that don't depend on you are rare, but if you're wise enough to deal with the things you didn't choose,than for sure you can and have to deal with the ones you choosed one way or another.
We can do anything, if only we had eyes to see.
She was cheerful and happy child.She had no fears. At very young age she taught that roses have thorns and that they can make streches that hurt. But all streches heal. And she'd touch roses all over again.
She thought roses are strange. She found them beautiful, especially roses her mother was taking care of. There were several options, but she would sum it in only two. You can just enjoy the view and their scent, without touching, or you can touch it and risk to get thorns in your skin in the end, but also you could feel it beneath your fingers.
Funny thing was..she never wanted to pull them out of the ground, no matter how many times she got streches.
She also knew that if they don't get water, they'll get dry and die. Water for roses was just like love for humans.
It was really intelligent thinking for a girl that age.
But, unfortunaely, no matter how intelligent she was, somehow she forgot how to water herself.
She was always stubborn and when she wants something, she'd come up with crazy ideas just to fulfill her dreams and get what she wants.
Courageous, passionate heart and wise mind was enough for her to make all her dreams come true. But she realised that everything is temporary, even that same old dreams.
We usually love/hate things in others that we already have in ourselves, and she was true animal lover.
With the list of her favourite animals you could guess what kind of person she was.
The girl admired them because she found herself in each, but also part of each was already in her,and that was something that made her special.
She watched animals as they are her relatives or godparents.
Wolf taught her to be kind,loyal, respectful, aware and brought her true values.
Lioness gifted her strenght in the most difficult situations and something royal to her.
Serpent gave her a tongue that could be venomous whenever she wants.
Panda gave her cuteness but also added black and white in her life cup.
White dove put something holy in her even though she never knew what exactly it was.
Butterfly gave her the ability to rise and change.
And dolphin made her always search for depths in waters and human's eyes seas.
She was walking-paradox.
She may seem as a little kitten in your hands, but you're a fool if you have belief that you're holding a true kitten.
She'll walk away from you and still be looking at you.
And she could stand right in front of you, but be distant miles away.
She doesn't need weapon to kill you, her words will destroy you.
She tells what she wants whenever she wants. She'll smack you with the truth and leave you with your broken pieces once she is done. But she can pick same pieces with you if she sees the worth.
She has no regrets. She never forgets nor forgives.
She could love you all night long and won't mind hurting you the next morning if you betray her.
Cold blood and burning veins is deadly combination.
She can speak a lot and you could think you know her.
But, in real, when she is quiet, you never know what she is thinking of.
You only know what she wants you to know.
She may be dying inside, but you won't see that.
She is fierce growing where she shouldn't.
She keeps on learning rules and continues with avoiding them in her way.
Her wisdom is saying a lot just by the look, and saying nothing with lot of words.
Words make people think they know, when they know nothing.
Many people thought they know her and the only thing they knew was her voice.
She knows what is the right path, but she won't go the way you expect her to go. She'll make another one.
She is compassionate and helpful without expecting anything in return.
She dances to her own melody and creates her own dimension.
She doesn't want sparkles, she wants fireworks.
She is unpredictable in predictability of her own.
