About me a middle class boy/student/engineer/employee/lover(part 1)

As most of us i am a regular middle class boy who has only been told if you want to become successful person you have to study work hard but after more than living 1/5th my life i understood all those promises were fake
I studied hard stood rank 1 always in my class but did it lead me to where i always feel i belong to???

I know it is always good to have knowledge but is it only the way to be successful?
let me tell my story from middle when i was in 12th standard i first met someone special but i didn't know that she will become so much meaning to my life.

you may think i am depressed and not happy with my life but let me tell you i am happy and i am extremely confident that i will be successfull
message coversation

unknown- good luck for your exam
me-who are you?
unknown-how do you know me?
me- i saw your msg in my inbox (since the msg was 3 months old)
unknown-i dont know you
me- but you wished me for exam
unknown- i don't know you
me- do you know parimal, gaurav or saurav
unknown-i know gaurav he is my friend
me-he is my roommate
me- it may be possible that you had messaged him on my mobile.
unknown- ok
me-sorry for disturbing thanks a lot bye

after 10 minutes
cell phone rang
i recieved the phone
unknown(girl's voice)- hello
me- blank in mind ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
(sitting next to my mother and father ) hhhhheeeeellloooo
unknown voice- you were messaging me now
me- sorry i dont know you ( because i was afraid of my mom and dad)
uptil that time i had no idea she was a girl and i found her voice so sweet
i hung up the phone
as i told i was a middle class boy who was only studying i couldn't understand what to say
all the studies uptil now were fake for me now i and didn't knew how to react what is the point in study if i can't even talk
i think it is necessary for us to learn other things i realized first time in my life
what do you feel about my life as all the things are true.
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part 2 comming soon

part 2
https://steemit.com/mgsc/@abhishekkashyap/a-middle-class-boy-student-engineer-employee-lover-part-2