Gone missing for too long

in #life5 years ago

This is the first post after a long absence from Steemit. I've never missed 12 days without posting but it looks like life had different plans for me.

I want to apologize to my friends for this absence. It was hard not to comment and reply knowing that there are few who care about me.

Why going missing? Because I needed several days to gather my thoughts and decide in which direction I should go next. Fighting or surrender? Working hard to make things better or just... go with the flow?
I decided to fight and make fun of life's little tricks. And this fight includes spending more time with the loved ones (and I include my Steemit true friends here). 🙂
I might not post as often as before but I will be more present. And when things will get better, I will spam you as before. 🙂

The photo I'm sharing shows the feelings I had these days...

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Nice to hear from you my dear friend we all need a bit of time out to gather our thoughts and maybe a bit of meditation along the way and it's nice to see you back don't fight it enjoy it and go with the flow as you said don't pressure yourself.

Have a great weekend and have a glass of red wine on me :)

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I'm glad you're back. Sorry you're struggling. May I offer this prayer in which I find comfort for myself in struggles:

Merciful and Loving Father in Heaven,
You are the source of Light in the earth,
The comfort and freedom of my soul
Every day is a struggle, weighing upon me
The world moves on, bustling and wrangling
Lord, I stumble often in my Life’s journey
Feeling misunderstood and isolated
It’s a struggle to find the blessing of comfort,
To keep holding on to my peace and hope
Guide me Lord, be my strength and my comfort
You alone are my peace and my hope
I know yours will always be the steady hand
Which guides me and catches me when I stumble
Bless my heart with gratitude and peace
Guide me by your Grace and will in this world
                                                                                          ~ Amen

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Hello, dear @roxy-cat! I'm so glad you're back :) I hope you are OK and your spirits are higher than those reflected in the photo... ;)

I was wondering what happened. I hoped that you are all right. ❤
Life is constant battle. But you are fighter. 😀

I am very sorry to find out that it is not all right, @roxy-cat. I wholeheartedly hope that things will settle down and be well again. I'm glad you didn't leave us.

Where are you my friend we are missing you here i have no one else to share my red wine with please come back... anyways i hope all is good with you and family my regards to all of you 🌝

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