Un cambio puede ser lo mejor | A change can be the best

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<div class="text-justify"> <p dir="auto"><center><strong>¡Bienvenido a un nuevo post, querido Hiver! <div class="pull-left"> <p dir="auto">Esta semana ha sido buena, a pesar de los cortes en la energía eléctrica y que ahora las lámparas de mi casa parecen luces de un arbolito de Navidad. Sin embargo, la estrella de esta historia es mi vida universitaria. <p dir="auto">Entregué los antecedentes de mi proyecto de investigación y fueron usados junto con los de otros dos compañeros como ejemplos de cómo hacer adecuadamente antecedentes de la investigación. <p dir="auto">Esto me hizo muy feliz. Por lo general me sentiría orgullosa de ello. Esta vez fue diferente, un tipo de felicidad que no había experimentado. <p dir="auto">Quería llorar, sentía alivio, y que todo mi esfuerzo, tiempo y dedicación había sido reconocido. <p dir="auto"><em>¿Por qué me sentía así? <p dir="auto">El semestre pasado inscribí con otr@ profes@r. Y aunque siempre he sido buena estudiante dando lo mejor de mí, el sentimiento constante de que no estoy haciendo lo suficiente, no sé lo que hago, y lo que hago no sirve, se apoderaron de mí. <p dir="auto">Algo un poco absurdo, debido a que no es la primera vez que hago un proyecto de investigación. Sin embargo, llegué al punto donde, al final del semestre, no me sentía bien. Estaba siempre al borde del llanto por la ira y la impotencia. <p dir="auto">Y todo porque me hicieron sentir así. <p dir="auto">Me expuse a un clima hostil por un semestre completo, demasiado para mí. Me afecto. Y esto es algo que es difícil de hablar, para cuando se lo conté a mi hermana, rompí en llanto. <p dir="auto">Me sentía constantemente ridiculizada en clases de forma pública, algo que nunca me pasó. Esa sensación es espantosa. <p dir="auto">Sin contar que todo lo que entregaba en clases era rechazado. <p dir="auto">Algunos de mis compañeros que siempre me preguntaban cómo hacer las cosas, dejaron de consultarme. Es lógico, es la chica a la que le rechazan lo que entrega, ¿por qué confiarían en ella? <p dir="auto">Este semestre inscribí el curso siguiente (Proyecto II) con otro profesor diferente. El cambio es impresionante. <p dir="auto">Entregué el capítulo I, y lo aprobé, uno de los mejores. Entregué los antecedentes, y el profesor los usó como ejemplo para mis compañeros. <p dir="auto"><em>¿Qué pasó el otro semestre? <p dir="auto">No lo sé, nunca lo supe. Lo único de lo que estoy segura es que inscribiré con profesores que conozco. Que puedan enseñarme a cómo hacer las cosas mejor, y sobre todo, que tengan métodos de enseñanza adecuados. <p dir="auto">Prefiero no pensar en teoría y solo mirar al frente. Y que el pasado solo quede como un mal sueño que me enseña más sobre la vida. <p dir="auto">Aunque no sepa lo que pasa, puedo tomar algunas cosas importantes, como, por ejemplo, no permitir que me hagan sentir así. <p dir="auto">Puedo justificarme. No puedes enfrentarte a alguien que tiene más poder que tú. Pero, es solo una escusa barata, la realidad es que me paralice en esos escenarios. <p dir="auto">Nada es seguro, y menos el cómo actuaremos ante algo que nos afecte. Pero, siempre se puede aprender un poco de todo. <p dir="auto">Otra de las cosas en las que pienso es que el entorno es muy importante, siempre lo he pensado y lo reafirmo. <p dir="auto">La vida no es para estar rodeados de personas que te hacen daño. Mucho menos para sufrir. Y como elijo ser feliz, decidí tomar mejores decisiones este semestre. <p dir="auto">Solo quiero terminar mis estudios, tener mi título en la mano, y continuar creando la vida que quiero. <div class="pull-right"> <p dir="auto">This week has been a good one, despite the power outages and the fact that the lamps in my house now look like Christmas tree lights. However, the star of this story is my college life. <p dir="auto">I turned in my research project background and it was used along with those of two other classmates as examples of how to properly do research background. <p dir="auto">This made me very happy. Usually I would be proud of it. This time it was different, a kind of happiness I had not experienced. <p dir="auto">I wanted to cry, I felt relief, and that all my effort, time and dedication had been recognized. <p dir="auto"><em>Why did I feel this way? <p dir="auto">Last semester I enrolled with another professor. And although I have always been a good student doing my best, the constant feeling that I'm not doing enough, I don't know what I'm doing, and what I'm doing is no good, took hold of me. <p dir="auto">Something a bit absurd, due to the fact that this is not the first time I have done a research project. However, I got to the point where, by the end of the semester, I was not feeling well. I was always on the verge of tears because of anger and helplessness. <p dir="auto">And all because I was made to feel that way. <p dir="auto">I was exposed to a hostile climate for a full semester, too much for me. It got to me. And this is something that is hard to talk about, by the time I told my sister, I burst into tears. <p dir="auto">I felt constantly ridiculed in class in a public way, something that never happened to me. That feeling is frightening. <p dir="auto">Not to mention that everything I turned in to class was rejected. <p dir="auto">Some of my classmates who always asked me how to do things stopped consulting me. It's logical, it's the girl who gets rejected for what she turns in, why would they trust her? <p dir="auto">This semester I enrolled in the next course (Project II) with a different professor. The change is impressive. <p dir="auto">I turned in Chapter I, and passed, one of the best. I turned in the background, and the professor used it as an example for my classmates. <p dir="auto"><em>What happened the other semester? <p dir="auto">I don't know, I never knew. The only thing I am sure of is that I will enroll with professors I know. Who can teach me how to do things better, and above all, who have proper teaching methods. <p dir="auto">I prefer not to think about theory and just look ahead. And let the past just remain a bad dream that teaches me more about life. <p dir="auto">Even if I don't know what's going on, I can take some important things, like, for example, not allowing myself to be made to feel that way. <p dir="auto">I can justify myself. You can't stand up to someone who has more power than you. But, it's just a cheap excuse, the reality is that I get paralyzed in those scenarios. <p dir="auto">Nothing is certain, least of all how we will act in the face of something that affects us. But, you can always learn a little bit from everything. <p dir="auto">Another thing I think is that the environment is very important, I have always thought so and I reaffirm it. <p dir="auto">Life is not for being surrounded by people who hurt you. Much less to suffer. And since I choose to be happy, I decided to make better decisions this semester. <p dir="auto">I just want to finish my studies, have my degree in hand, and continue creating the life I want. <hr /> <p dir="auto"><code>25/10/24 <blockquote> <p dir="auto">Texto de mi autoría. Todas las imágenes en el post son creadas por mí en Canva, utilizando recursos gratuitos disponibles en la app. <p dir="auto"><br /> <div class="pull-left"><span><img src="https://images.hive.blog/768x0/https://images.ecency.com/DQmWAbAkheNYkFFuGEKma3NGzBY6QsS6n7z84KvPoSPEnqt/photo_2024_02_04_18_49_53.jpg" srcset="https://images.hive.blog/768x0/https://images.ecency.com/DQmWAbAkheNYkFFuGEKma3NGzBY6QsS6n7z84KvPoSPEnqt/photo_2024_02_04_18_49_53.jpg 1x, https://images.hive.blog/1536x0/https://images.ecency.com/DQmWAbAkheNYkFFuGEKma3NGzBY6QsS6n7z84KvPoSPEnqt/photo_2024_02_04_18_49_53.jpg 2x" /> <sub>¡Hola, soy Zul! 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