This has been a profound week for me, not the least of which is because I passed the 18th anniversary of my sister's death a few days ago.
She was diagnosed with leukemia when she was 17 years old, and 3 weeks later she was dead.
She underwent only 1 round of chemotherapy that decimated her body, and her immune system was left defenseless against a bacteria so common that it lives on most people to no ill effects.
She contracted sepsis - a blood infection - and her organs shut down.
She spent the last 5 days of her life in the ICU of Children's Hospital hooked up to machines that breathed for her, pumped so full of drugs that she slipped into a coma. They made her smell like celery.
I remember the sound of her voice, but I don't remember her last words to me. By the time I got to the hospital on the day she went into ICU, she already had a tube down her throat and was too weak to open her dark brown eyes.
I remember the last things I said to her, how I begged her to please wake up, please open your eyes, please don't leave me alone! before they turned off the machines that breathed for her.
She didn't answer me...at least not in any language I expected or understood.
I thought part of me died with her.
Coming back to life has been an epic journey of amazing triumph. Along my path I not only learned but witnessed and experienced that cancer cures exist.
It's not even hard! You give the body, mind, and soul proper inputs, and health results. It's a Law, a formula. It's Math and Science and a little bit art and a whole lot of thanks god!
Cancer can't live in an oxygenated environment - so oxygenate!
Cancer can't live in an alkaline environment - so alkalinize!
Cancer feeds off sugar - eliminate sugar!
And on and on - anti-inflammatories, de-stress, plants (hail ayahuasca!), remove fungal and parasitic infections, keep the body's electrical circuits on point, etc. etc.
Solutions are real, they're available, they're accessible and easy and often cheap or even free!
Sigh...we didn't know these things then. But I know now.
Today, like many days, I'm going to honor my sister.
I'm going to the DFW Healthy Living Expo in Fort Worth today to represent the @gardenofeden, and we will share plenty of options for accessing and engaging thriving health.
While it is technically not allowed by the laws of the sick fucks who rule our country and this world to say you can cure cancer, I know the Truth. It is only "legal" to say not that cancer is curable, but treatable ONLY by chemotherapy, radiation, and surgery - yet 2 of those 3 "treatments" CAUSE cancer!
I don't know how rogue I'll go today, because there's plenty to share about hydrogen peroxide, diatomaceous earth, colloidal silver, colloidal gold, 100% gum spirits of turpentine, and nascent iodine without even saying the "C" word, but I have Katherine Ashley Miller in my heart and mind and intention today.
May we awaken at least one person to the infinite solutions for a full on life of thrival today.
May you too be blessed on this beautiful day!
💛 Sara!
I really like the fact that you choose to honor her by sharing with us all the informations you wish you and your family knew about back then. Sure, you may never be able to change the past, but you can greatly influence the future by helping someone else in the present. And stay strong, it compels other people like myself to follow through in your footsteps.
Thank you @gtrodargent <3
Beautiful picture
Thanks
wish you all the best, god bless you
Blessings to you @moon-girl <3
May God bless all of us, your sister happy now in the heaven! Stay healthy Sara..
That's nice, thank you. Blessings to you too~
Tribute is very great and really wonderful I wish you all the best
I wish you the best as well @roselover!
Aww. :( That was a very sad story. :( If only you should've known those things before.. But, you can help those things that you have learned about the cure to others to might as well save their lives. For sure your sister will be happy with this :)
It is so poetic and beautiful and bittersweet that although I couldn't and didn't help her, now I know so many resources that can be of benefit to many others! I truly pay that her death was not in vain, and that I may be in service to others in honor of my love for her. It is profound to have such inspiration, motivation, and purpose in my life, especially since the pain was so overwhelming for such a long time that I wanted to die too. This life is a magical mystery!
It is, indeed. :) :) life is beautiful. :)
Son cosas duras y muy fuertes que nos toca vivir pero a qui demuestras que eres una persona muy madura y pudiste pasar esa etapa difícil y cruel de su vida, pero ay que seguir adelante como lo esta haciendo saludos :D
Si. En muchos sentidos, su muerte se ha convertido en una bendición para mí, y espero pagar eso para servir a los demás.
Con tan solo leer se ve lo fuere que eres, muchas personas fueran decaído pero tu seguiste adelante, con mucha valentía
It's like loosing our legs when we loose people we love
May her soul rest in peace
Yes I really struggled for a very long time, which makes me more grateful than ever to be alive today! Thank you @opeyemioguns
What an incredibly painful and long journey you have had without your sister. Gratefully her death was not in vain and the knowledge, wisdom and empowerment you have obtained can be passed on to others who suffer. Your path, joined with hers, has and will bring much light to the world. Thank god for Sara, and Katherine Ashley Miller! Thank you for helping the truth be seen!
How incredible that such pain could bring about so many blessings. I never imagined while I was going through the worst of it that it could actually be of service to make me and this world a better place, but that's exactly what has happened. Thank you for being such a significant source of strength and inspiration for me along this path! You and her would have really loved each other <3
I have no doubt about that @saramiller. You are indeed soul family, and I'm grateful that you bring that part of her with you. We are infinitely blessed! <3
Beautiful post sista, I hope everything is good with you guys. Hugs from Panama. @saramiller ;)
Gracias hermana! Abrazos para ti y tu bebe!
best wishes and its really nice to see you.
Thank you!
I know it's got to be very healing for you to lay this out here in words and feelings and emotions and care and love. Thank you so much for sharing this story with me. You are amazing.
Wow, that's a lovely tribute, mixed with good sense practical advice.
Bright Blessings to you!
The story of your sister is one that captivates the heart... And seeing you honor her today and living life to make others understand some of these issues especially about cancer is indeed a good one... Keep inspiring @saramiller
Cool, thanks!