After two weeks I've read your post. It's kind of seeing my brother here, who started from 127kg and he's 96kg now. I'm so proud of him for having the necessary strength to change his life. Now it's my turn, although I need to lose less.
This is a mind game, the whole thing has to be decided mentally. I understood this when I decided to put an end to my heavy coffee addiction. It's been a little over 3 years now and it helped me a lot in analyzing why and how I got in that shitty situation. Addiction is a bitch. I think I can apply that with my weight loss as well as the reasons are similar, just need the final push. You have motivated me a lot with this post though, so I owe you one.
Good luck and waiting for the net post. Let's see who's going to reach their goals first :)