This was apprpraitely titled and so well written i couldnt lift my eyes off the page until the very end. I'm grateful you introduced me to steemstem and unintentionally helped me rediscover my scientific roots and inclinations. Whatever your reasons for what you did and what ypu have done, you did it. Move forward, that's all that matters.
I don't know you enough to care, but i care enough as a human being to feel concerned about your state of mind at the time of writing this.
Take care.
I really love your writing style.