RANTINGS FROM A YOUNG HEART: THE OUTSIDE WORLD (Day 1)

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I invite you to join the steemitschool discord channel hereSo I say a big thank you to @d-pend for the 100 day poetry challenge. Here's my first entry. I really hope I could see this through.

Have you ever been in your own world?
In your own mind?
Where only you know and hear what's going on there?

Have you ever had your fantasies?
Imaginations only you understood?
Thoughts you couldn't even share?
Questions your mind tries to answer?

I want to share with you thoughts that went through my mind as teenage boy once. I was growing up. I was disappointed by the things I was seeing, in people around me..

I must say that although I know better now and I don't hold same views anymore with some of the things I write here, I am proud of them as they were part of my growth, my finding-myselfness.
N.B: AB1 refers to me

That's the note I kept over the years

These things are written out of time
The outside world;
They laugh with you but really they laugh at you

They sit with you
They think with you
But not for you
The outside world;

I really never wanted it
I spend my time with them but..
I don't want anybody
I don't want nobody

I wish I had my own things
I wish I had my room, my bed, my books, myself... my things
I wish never to talk to anyone
I wish I didn't have a friend
I wish I knew nobody
I wish I had no friends
The outside world

I knew to myself I can be happy
I wish time was time
I wish I love nor like nobody
I wish I could do with nobody

I REALLY wish I talked to nobody
The outside world
I wish to share with nobody
Cos they are unreal
Written out of time
The outside world

AB1, this is what you should do
Forget everybody;
Love everybody;
Do your own thing
Never be carried by time
BE CARRIED BY GOD

Because He is the only one that can give you peace

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So like I said earlier, I know better now. I understand the importance of relationships, of life and its essence.
There is no us without others, there's no meaning, alone. We need ourselves, we need our humanity.
Thank you for reading.

Yours steemfully
@bisodun

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