Sometimes

Sometimes I just want to let out some steem. I want to cry, I want to scream, I want to pull my hair. All emotion piled up.
But how can I? When those two pairs of eyes are looking up at me?
I really love them and I don't want them to see me cry. But you know the weight could be overwhelming sometimes.
Tell you the truth , I cry sometimes , but I do so in the loo or when they have laid their beautiful heads to sleep.
Sometimes I want to be a child again, so I can have my mooma tell me everything is going to be okay. But sad truth is I can't turn back the hands of time.
Sometimes I really wish I could wake up and see them both grown up. It's demanding having to be with them alone all day long. But you see, I love them and won't trade their absence for my comfort.
Sometimes I wish the school season would go on all year long and I would have 8 hours to my self everyday of the week, but truth be told those eight hours of not having them around could be so boring a times because I haven't gotten used to talking to myself like my neighbour does.
Sometimes oh sometimes, these beautiful gifts are the best I have got.