I have seen your name on Discord but this is my first opportunity to read your blog. I completely identify with you. Your story sounds like my story. That's really freaky. I have to disagree. We are not broken. We are exactly the way we should be. I think people like " us " feel a little deeper than most. This is not a defect, its an asset. Our pain and struggle were our gifts. We needed these experiences in order to evolve. The best part is that our experience can now benefit everyone around us. We have the power to affect everyone around us and we have chosen to use that power for a worthy purpose. We used to live in the matrix, we chose to live in reality.