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I understand. You seem to lack the will to act. A pity really.

Hmm. Batman is the Dark "Knight" he has a "boy scout" mentality. He would not be so condescending to others like this..... You ,Sir are a fraud! A pity really.....hahahah

It seems like you didnt understand me. It's your missing will to act that I pity. Not you personally. You seem like a great guy. Just no vigilante. Which is okay really.

Well, I am a Veteran of the United States Army and Vet of Operation Iraqi Freedom. I am glad that I could take a break and let you handle the reigns for a while. My night terrors and P.T.S.D. haven't quite left me yet and beading is my way of getting outside of my head for a while. So be strong for the the both of us. Let me find my deserved rest!

And thats how you get to know someone. If you consider joining a group may I recommend to stay away from any mercenaries trying to recruit you? An experienced veteran like yourself is hot target for them. I hear somethings brewing.

(On a serious note: I try to add a bit of Batman in the mix but I think you came to the right place regarding your ptsd and night terrors. You can write it off of you in here and if you hit the discord channels you'll find someone to cheer up yoir day.)

You know our little back and forth is fun. I wont be joining any merc groups I assure you. I often talk to my vet brethren and sisters. No one really know where you are coming from unless they been there. well i have not come across much in the way of discord channels but I will keep my eyes open.

These are the things I do to occupy my mind and stave away the bad.....https://steemit.com/steemit/@manbeak/bam-work-in-progress it maybe a bit geeky or unmanly but look at it this way it isn't crocheting

Brother, check out www.steemspeak.com and you'll find plenty of people there :D