Venting from a trapped voice

My mind filled with thoughts as I can no long time stay focus due to the immerse pressure I am in right now, but one thing kept playing in my thoughts even as I sail through this challenging time, I which is how did I get my self into this fix and how God can assist me in getting myself out because I can't seem to see a way out of the problems and situations I have put my self in.

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Everyday I make this content on my head and mind but always fail to appear on the blockchain just to pour my heart saying words my mouth has been too scared to say out loud, as my mind and thoughts also seems to be locked like my actions as when I need to let loose to speak up I tend to not only look for voice but also my inner voice of expressing myself as I am trap in the the walls of the prison I built by self with my thought with this constantly voice screaming in my head no one is coming to save you. I have to strive to break myself off this chains I am putting myself in before it gets too late.