Sun couldn't wipe my darkness
I need something brighter.
I'm a mess
And I will always be.
Be drowning,
Self hatred
I think I'm going down.
But I'm addicted
To the fall
Because there is no bottom
Just the thrill of disaster.
There is no true destruction.
There is no death.
Life immortal will always
Always live.
Two paths of life.
Forward to unseen lands.
Or in a loop.
Repeating till mortal death.
But the fall and rise
Is what keeps us really alive.
Now we grew fragile.
We want to escape.
What is true escape?
Running from reality
Or darkness.
That's for you to decide.