I came home tonight from taxi-ing people around... a side job for me, and , when i got home my dog Bullet's face(same pup from my profile pic) was swollen and his eyes and snout specifically. As any caring owner would be i was and still am super worried as im poor. and cant pay for it. I literally got denied in every way to get to a Vet ER. My fucking mother told me to put him down cuz shes a fucking narcissist who cant comprehend empathy for pets. ugh... i hate life right now.
How i obtained my little companion, hes a chihuahua btw, is meaningful to me in many ways.
I recently lost someone... and the timing just fit. I needed a pet. Now this just seems like a setback.
Money rules everything. and if you don't have it you suffer.
I am a hustler so hopefully i figure this out, but if not it will really hurt me. Because im trying...
thnx for reading.
wish Bullet luck please and all that.
no word deep enough to say "I'm WITH you in this moment"... So, for you, all my heart in a long deep silence... Courage, dear, life is all but easy, because life means also death.
indeed learning to accept it more... its pretty prevalent where im from so, im looking forward to traveling once i earn enough to do so. sad reality but logical. I really appreciate the humble words as they have humbled me. I do feel a bit better .peace.
yes... you understand it. Peace is accepting. Whatever the events come to you, then, you have the choice : suffering or not suffering is up to you. If you decide to accept without suffering, then, it may be easier... but if you choose to suffer, then , good so, but you'll have to act as a warrior : you'll have to exceed this suffering and transform it into energy to fight on the battle field, which is life. Courage friend... those hardship elevate us : difficulties always elevate us, brighten us... ease always conforts us in our limits and ego, making our mind dull and our soul shut. Learn and fly !
Oh, I'm so so sorry! How old is the doggie? Death = Peace!? Really!? Fu*k that peace!! Why even bother have to go thro birth. We can all just die. I hate word right now. Maybe, now cuz he is sick or old, we/you can eat him? WTF!? ..is this person talking about?!?