Okay, so I thought I was crazy, and really I think I was. Fine I have a quiet demeanor, but what’s behind that smile is some ‘sickness’ as you kids of today refer to it. In a quiet disposition I’ll give you hell….. but not of recent
Of recent I have found myself letting go of so many things, someone will say it’s maturity…..could be, but I believe it has more to do with me sighting a major howbeit obvious fact…..”all I have, I have been given”
I have been in need of a new pair of casual sneakers for quite a while now, I finally got one, super-nice, the most comfortable shoes I have ever owned, I rocked it with pride and joy. In taking maximum care of it I decided to wash the soles at by the weekend, I dried it, my dog destroyed the left leg…. Complete total final destruction.
I was mad, I was real mad…..I went to the dog, whip in hand, ready to lash out…..after the first whip I lost motivation, It just crossed my mind that “dude, the money with which you bought this shoe, it wasn’t yours, God gave it to you….. Immediately I stopped.
Last week, my brother and his girlfriend ate half the spaghetti sauce I was meant to sell to my customers today, one again, I was mad….real mad. I rehearsed how I would lash out at the both of them, I was fuming, then he came back, and quietly, I just expressed my displeasure, the total opposite of what I have planned, all through I just thought to myself, God provided both the money and the customers for which this is in place, now if my brother needs some of it, why wouldn’t I let him have some.
And with this I realized I have become a much more peaceful person, I have found some peace within that I have never before now harnessed.
When you actually realize you are just privileged to have these things you have, you will be less possessive, less adamant, and less violent. CHEERS
Just leave everything for God cos he own it. Even we personal, God own us