I watched an interview video of the son of Nigeria’s late politician. He revealed so many ways to make money and mentioned that he is into Forex trading. Also, I’ve read so many articles about how Forex changed the lives of so many people.
Since then, I took the bold step of learning how to trade Forex but to be very honest, it isn’t a smooth journey. I’ve blown my account for three good times I am currently making use of another fresh account hoping that things will get better but with the look of things, it feels like it is getting worse.
I have managed to use this particular account for a whole month but guess what? I was about to blow this account until I got to two dollars that I could not trade anymore. It’s really annoying and I started to cry. I’m a girl but not the kind of girl who cries at every little thing and even the big things. I can be so hard but this time, I broke down in tears. I truly understand the fact that if we want to achieve something, we have to make sacrifices and these kind of losses are the sacrifices but trust me, it’s tiring.
I didn’t know when I started to cry out loud like a baby. I went into my room and thought of something I can do to distract me from crying. That was when I remembered that I can listen to music and it will help.
I listened to heartbreak songs this time. I just wanted it to keep ringing in my ear and heart that I am heartbroken and I have just lost some money which I really needed.
Happier than ever - Billie Eilish
I tried listening to this song if truly I can be happy. It’s a kind of slow song but I wasn’t happy at first. The only thing I did was replay the song over and over again until I started to go with the flow. I began to sing along with Billie. I opened my Shazam application so I can read the lyrics and sing along.
After listening to this song four times, my heart found peace then I thought of listening to Billie Eilish throughout.
Bored - Billie Eilish
Was I really bored? Yes but I forgot the boredom because I had just lost some money. I guess Billie loves slow songs always. This song was the best bet after listening to Happier than ever.
After I jammed this, I said to myself that Billie cured my sad mood.
Hostage - Billie Eilish
I just heard this song and I liked it. I even made a research and found out that it was released six years ago.
When I listened to this, I forgot temporarily that I had lost some money into Forex.
At last, I felt good and music cured that sad mood that I really wanted it to.
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