Hello dear friends of this wonderful community, I have been wanting to write for days to tell you about my personal experience with the omicron, with this COVID that has done so much damage to all of us, some more than others, but really in all this time of pandemic, it had not touched me, but this time, even if I take care of myself, the virus touched the doors of my house, my husband, my 6 year old baby and I fell with the virus, thank God my son was not affected but only two days of fever, he is vaccinated, my husband also suffered from fever, muscle aches and a lot of cough, My husband also suffered from fever, muscle aches and a lot of cough, but it did not last that long, he is also vaccinated, for my part the truth is that the symptoms were not so strong, just a lot of cough, and muscle aches, I had just placed some steroids to mature the lungs of my baby girl who is on the way, Unlike my family, I am not vaccinated, not because I don't want to, but because no vaccination center wanted to give me the vaccine without a medical report, which my doctor did not want to give me, I think she is one of the few anti-vaccine doctors that exist.
It was a super strong cough that caused me pain in the lower part of my belly, just 33 weeks pregnant my doctor got worried and sent me a lot of medicines, varying from cough syrups were 4 bottles, antiallergic, nasal spray, nebulizations, more steroids, here began my problem, tachycardia, tremors, sweating, and began my anguish when I wanted to sleep, I was sleepy but I just could not sleep, My fear was even to lie down on a bed, anguish to the dark, being in enclosed spaces, I did not sleep neither during the day nor at night, I only managed to sleep approximately 10 to 15 minutes and sitting, or lying on a chair full of pillows, where I raised my feet because they were already super swollen for not resting, my nights were a struggle between trying to sleep, cleaning, and making crafts for the arrival of my baby, it was only 16 days, which really seemed like an eternity.
¿Cómo logre superar toda esta etapa?
Inventario de Ansiedad de Beck
How did I manage to overcome all this stage?
I am still not completely over it, but I think I'm at 80%, which is a lot of progress, the first thing I had to understand is to accept that what I lived was a stage, mentalize that it is something that will pass and that will not be forever, thanks to the help of my family, my husband and my son I managed to distract myself, go to parks, breathe fresh air, go to shopping malls, and the most that helped me is to go to the beach my favorite place, I distracted myself, I bathed a lot, I took pictures of my belly, I went to the beach, my favorite place, I was distracted, I bathed a lot, I took pictures of my belly, and the doctor prescribed me to take melatonin, that day I started to sleep longer, I slept for 1 hour, I woke up, I went back to sleep, but I felt better and more rested. On the other hand, it helped me to talk to a friend of mine who is a psychologist, and she helped me so much that I was able to enter my room, rest in my bed, stop taking the medication and sleep without help, she gave me an anxiety test, called Beck Anxiety Inventory (BAI), so she told me that I did have anxiety, post covid and due to intoxication from so many medications, but that more than that I was also feeling normal symptoms of the final stage of pregnancy, He talked a lot with me, helped me to control a little anxiety, that ugly anguish that is felt in the chest, and taught me breathing exercises, specifically, the diaphragmatic breathing technique, I use it every night before bed, or when I feel overwhelmed or with that little strange feeling in my chest, it helps me a lot, so I invite you to use it if like me you feel anxiety, you are going through a time of sadness and you need to breathe. Also don't forget that God also helps us in these moments, talking to Him also helped me a lot.
Thank you for reading me, I am already waiting for my princess, counting the days until she is home, her daddy and little brother and I are waiting for her with love. I hope that if you are going through something similar, remember that EVERYTHING IS A PASSENGER and that we will get out of this because YES.