Check out my Doc BL8, You can find a short story about how Doctor Blight became Doc BL8 in the post:

After all that chaos, war, and blood, everything seemed to be cool nowadays. At least for him, in his heart. He learned to calm the voice down, first tricked it, and then worked his way. Extracted some very precious thoughts buried deep inside his soul and worked on them. The Post-Chaos Pretoria was a mess, and he did some horrible stuff to accelerate that in the past. Now the peace won’t come tomorrow, but he managed to stay sane by mixing a few chemicals in the filtered air he’s inhaling. As a doctor it was no big deal, making an extract to heal himself. The real problem was to overcome the voice and use it without Silas noticing that.

Read more in the post:

https://peakd.com/hive-13323/@casimirio/the-story-of-doc-bl8