Reflexion: Para alguien que se fue. / For someone who left. [ESP/ENG]

in Catarsis3 years ago

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Llorando me hago tantas preguntas. ¿Estás bien? ¿Dónde estás? ¿Porque lo hiciste? ¿Te hubiera podido ayudar? No lo sé, y quizá nunca lo sabré. No sé si algún día podré volver a ver esa sonrisa que alegraba mi vida, a escuchar esa voz que me emocionaba, tu mirada que todavía por más que la piense no logro definir, no sé si algún día volveré a tocar esas manos tan suaves, tus manos.

Are you okay? Where are you? Why did you do it? Could I have helped you? I don't know, and maybe I will never know. I don't know if someday I will be able to see again that smile that made my life happy, to hear that voice that moved me, your look that I still can't define, I don't know if someday I will touch again those soft hands, your hands.

¿Sabes que ahora mi vida a cambiado para siempre? Y es un verdadero desastre. ¿Sabes que te extraño? ¿Sabes que estoy molesta contigo? Por dejarme sola, por no decirme lo que te sucedía, estoy molesta porque siempre querías hacerme feliz y no te importaba tu propia vida, molesta porque nunca me contaste que te sentías así y nunca me diste la oportunidad de ayudarte. ¿Esa fue la alternativa más lógica que encontraste? ¿Acaso no pensaste en los demás? ¿No pensaste en mí? En qué destrazabas mi vida para siempre, que me siento culpable por no haber echo nada por tí.

Do you know that now my life has changed forever? And it's a real mess. Do you know that I miss you? Do you know that I'm upset with you? For leaving me alone, for not telling me what was happening to you, I'm upset because you always wanted to make me happy and you didn't care about your own life, upset because you never told me you felt that way and you never gave me the chance to help you. Was that the most logical alternative you found? Didn't you think about others? Didn't you think about me? That you were destroying my life forever, that I feel guilty for not having done anything for you.

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No sé dónde estás, no sé si todavía puedes verme o escucharme. En realidad no se que viene después de la muerte, pero escrito dejo esto para tí, porque quiero que sepas que te quiero, sí, te quiero aunque destrozaste mi vida al quitarte la tuya, se que no está bien pero fue lo que decidiste y espero ahora sí seas feliz. Quiero que sepas que permaneceré el tiempo que me sea concebido aquí para recordarte, para contarle a mis hijos de tí. Que fuiste la persona más especial del mundo, de mi mundo. Y que te recordaré siempre como una persona feliz, inquieta y con esa fuerza que solo tenías tú, esas ganas de vivir que demostrabas solo para hacerme feliz. Vivirás siempre en mi mente y mi corazón.

I don't know where you are, I don't know if you can still see me or hear me. I don't really know what comes after death, but in writing I leave this for you, because I want you to know that I love you, yes, I love you even though you destroyed my life by taking yours, I know it's not right but it was what you decided and I hope you will be happy now. I want you to know that I will stay here as long as I can to remember you, to tell my children about you. That you were the most special person in the world, in my world. And that I will always remember you as a happy, restless person with that strength that only you had, that will to live that you showed just to make me happy. You will always live in my mind and in my heart.

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