Suicide on my birthday was one of my deepest fantasies. Isn't it shocking? That's how I feel when I'm in a good mood. But most of the time, I'm going through a rough patch. I'm losing confidence day by day.
I'm not sure where to start with my pain or whether I should share it. I'm not sure if you'll pass judgment on me. Let's not get into my discomfort. Let's talk about how many of you are experiencing this pain as well.
The agony of not being able to wake up in the morning? Or should I just give up? Personally, I despise that phrase. Have faith in me. This is a word that irritates me greatly. But I don't have any light in my life.
Please tell me how you got through that dark period. How did you win after failing so many times? I have no intention of encouraging you to end your lives. Rather, I believe we should discuss this. Together! We must learn to appreciate ourselves. I don't feel like loving myself. But I'm hoping to change. I'm hoping that my life will improve. For a long time, I had struggled to find happiness in my life. Bad things happened to me all the time. I'm simply exhausted.
Tell me what you'd do in this situation. I'm not going to say much. Perhaps you will be bored or ignored. But I felt compelled to speak. We should talk about it. People in pain, like us, should start talking and sharing our feelings. Please forgive me if I said anything incorrectly.
I want to breathe again like I used to do when I was small and stress free 😔. I want to feel alive again !
Please give me your thoughts, good or bad. And please pray for me. ❤️
Hello 😀
The way you put it, rough patches can come at any time. Many of us have found it helpful to have a friend that we can vent to in person. Also, professional help goes a long way, because beyond providing pharmacological help, it gives various tools to give us behavioral help, which is sometimes enough.💕
We hope you find these lines useful.💐
Hugs @aihtnyc 🌟
Thank you for your kind words ❤️ and thank you for reading my post . It's feels really good when someone takes their time and effort to read my blog and gave their valuable opinion.
I just wanted to connect those people who are in a painful condition. And yes rough patches can come at anytime that's true. Pray for me ❤️
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