Ouroboros (Awake, Part 1/First Part of the Second Act)

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This is the second Act to “Numb”, click here for a list of all the parts of the first Act.


It was the same story, over and over again. I was “freed” by the rebellion, they gave me back my emotions. But then, I ended up at the hospital and was threatened with death. Then the rebellion freed me again, took me away from there into the dead district where they promised to care for me. And then I ended up at another hospital where they discussed my death. Again. And again, the rebellion, albeit a different one, took me out into an alleged safe house.

I wonder how long it will stay safe and at what point in time the cycle will repeat itself.

My body still hurts. My legs are still broken. They had told me that the spinal injury isn’t as bad as it had seemed at first and that I wouldn’t be paralyzed. The head trauma would be taken care of too.

I don't care. It doesn’t matter. Nothing is real.

The woman who took me from the hospital enters the room. Theresa, she said is her name. Who knows if that’s true.

”How are you feeling today, P? I still think you should choose a different name. Persephone is a product of them trying to brainwash you into believing all that was real.”

*”I don’t care. I don’t want to switch my name every few weeks.”

Theresa seems disappointed.

”It’s important for your healing process.”

”If you insist, call me Cora.” I watch her expression change from disappointed to satisfied. I guess she isn’t proficient when it comes to Greek literature and mythology. Cora is just another name for Persephone. @suesa

I changed my personality because I lost my old one. I won’t let them take it from me again.

”Cora! That’s a nice name. See, it wasn’t that difficult, was it. You will see, it will all get better with time. Just relax and let your body and mind heal.”

”And then? What are we going to do when I am healed? Are we going to kill God?” I scoff.

”No, that’s one of the lies they told you to control you. All this talk about gods, the use of names from several mythologies, it has just been proven to work on those with unstable emotions. No offense.”

”None taken. After all, it kind of did work at first.”

”See, that’s what I’m talking about. Manipulation on the highest level. But you got out and don’t have to deal with it anymore.”

”And where exactly am I right now? Who are you people? Another rebellion?”

Theresa laughs.

”There is no rebellion, Cora! How are we supposed to rebel against something like this?”

”Like what exactly?” My question makes Theresa sigh. She sits down at the end of my bed.

”I’m sorry, I forgot that you don’t know what is really going on. We don’t often manage to extract test subjects before they are killed. We don’t have enough experience yet to have a standard procedure for this kind of situation.”

She pauses, but I don’t say anything. I just wait for her to continue her explanation.

”You see, our world has been ravaged by war, greed and the want for power. After an especially devastating war, one single government emerged from the ashes that began to rule the whole world, all countries united under them. But it didn’t work out as they had planned.”

”Why?”

”Humans are difficult. They need a purpose and they want to feel better off than others. They don’t necessarily notice it, but it’s like that. But united under one mutual government, given the same rights, the same food, the same resources in general … they weren’t happy. Many thought they deserved to be better. The government noticed this problem and did something about it.”

Theresa’s explanations start to sound like something from a fever dream. How the government split the people based on their intelligence and physical capabilities to create artificial subcultures. How the best and brightest now live in giant cities with everything they would ever want while those who were genetically inferior were forced to work in labor camps all the time. How a whole group of people was chosen for a long-time experiment to study the suppression of all emotions to make the split even easier.

”And you expect me to just believe this? After everything that has happened?” I ask her when she finally finishes. To my surprise, she shakes her head.

”Of course not! I hope that you question me! There wouldn’t be much potential for you to ever get better if you didn’t! You’re not supposed to stay a mindless drone all your life, that would be horrible. No, just the fact that you’re asking this question makes me really happy!”

I don’t believe her. And at the same time, I really want to believe her.

”And what do you think will my future be?” I ask.

”We will try to integrate you into the actual society, as a normal member. This will, of course, need some training and a lot of dedication, but I think you will succeed.”

”Which society would that be? The smart and capable or the dumb and inferior?”

”Oh sweetheart. You should have figured that out by now.” She pats my cheek and leaves the room.

I have no idea what she meant by that.



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I really know how she feels. I want to believe these people are good, but from the nightmare she has endured so far, it is pretty hard to trust anyone! I will sleep with one eye open for now... lol

"Numb!
By the way - the word which caught my eye on this post was 'Ouroboros'! A person favorite of mine. Have you ever read the classic fantasy work The Worm Ouroboros by E.R. Eddison?
E.R. Eddison pre-dates J.R.R. Tolkien in the grand fantasy genre - and many elements of The Worm Ouroboros can still be found in modern fantasy books.
I highly recommend reading (or listening) to the story - when you take a short break from creating great content for Steemit!@suesa ok ok ok now I have to run back and catch up on ALL of

This is brilliant, in so many ways.

I really look forward to seeing how you end it.

Thank you so much for featuring me in here! :D
I'm glad to know that people like my work!

Keep up the inspirational and creative writing!

PS. I love the greek names you chose ;)

I fully support @ruth-girl nomination, but only if her trolls are nominated too :p

(I have nothing much to say about the story... this is sad, I know :/ )

I am suspecting my namesake character (Theresa)... Or is it just me and my emotions? And something else, I clicked Cora before reading another word only to realise you've explained its Persephone's other name :D

I wasn't sure if people would click it so I added the explanation inside the story :D

I am among those who clicked. Lol.

Also @ruth-girl is an amazing writer :) On her blog currently.

Wow. You are a great writer.
“WHEN YOUR BOOK IS PUBLISHED I’M GOING TO BUY, LIKE, 3 COPIES, AND THEN I’M GOING TO BUY ALL MY FRIENDS COPIES, AND THEN I’M GOING TO BUY A FEW BACK UP COPIES AND JUST THINK EVERY CHRISTMAS TIME I’M GOING TO GIFT EVERYONE YOUR BOOKS. HAHA. I LIKE THE POST HUGELY

I guess I need to make it a book after all .. :P

You're free to print out my stories or put them as a PDF on your kindle. Several people have done this and I'm fine with them sharing the stories I put on here, as long as they don't earn money with it.

Some people have copied my stories and posted them as their own. That's not ok.

society only can be as normal as the most of its members... sorry guys, i'm spoiling the statistic :D

Very good

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Interagier sinnvoll mit Leuten, lass sie wissen, dass du ihren post tatsächlich gelesen hast! "Very good" kann überall stehen, so Kommentare bekomme ich ständig von irgendwelchem bots. Für gewöhnlich melde ich die Leute dann den steemcleaners.

Lies die posts bevor du kommentierst. Gehe in deinem Kommentar auf den Post ein. Bis deine rep wieder 25 erreicht hast könntest du außerdem am Ende hinzusetzen:

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I checked out @ruth-girl and she is a great writer in her own category too.

That's why I chose her as today's favorite :D I just started this project and hope to give others more exposure through it.

thank you for sharing

nice lesson, waiting for next part

I am very afraid of the beast.
good post @suesa

that's outstanding writting

Now, this is sad. I also support @ruth-girl's nomination.

your post is so nice. I appreciet...........
please upvote, comment, and follow me I'm going to follow you

Upvoted!! Great post.

I don't like spammers.

Awesome post..having lost wife and sister in law to Cancer....delighted to UPVOTE and FOLLOW...check me out..and if you like my posts or videos, delighted if you can return the compliment.
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What are you even talking about, your comment has absolutely no relation to my post. Fucking spammer.

Congratulations post you deserve our appreciation.

we will wait for a good post from you

THANK YOU HAD SHARE TO OURS

Best wishes for you

Such a personal message, totally not comment spam

Thank you for providing information @suesa