AHHHHHHHHH .....I AM SOO FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW!
Creativity is a funny old fish. I have had plenty of days where I am just not sure what I should do or have to give. This whole system has a psychological effect on us too as you said. It is a very interesting point you made about most people on DTube being newbies and you have been through this once already. I had not considered that before and I can see your point. Well the way I see it is when you are ready , you would be perfect to take thing to the next level with your experience. Creativity can't be forced and there is no rush anyway. The race is only ever with ourselves.