Among all the things that are happening I think what I am really longing for is a new plateau of existence, a new mode of living that feels both like home and at the same time like the constant moving towards the paradigm I want to experience firsthand. A place and life-situation that feels like nostalgia does to us today when we listen to tracks from the 90's or 80's, only without the need to escape the now.
A fulfilling experience despite all the challenges that will surely arise and the friction that is inherent to leaving an old dying paradigm behind. Mindfucks, hangups, indoctrination patterns that are only let go of in pain and the realization that they need to be let go of - to move to a new treshold of being a human on Earth.
Not exactly sure what that new plateau is. I really don't need the luxury of knowing what that would look like right now still standing in the old system-order with one foot. But the best times on psychedelic dancefloors, my highschool exchange year to the Unitd States and my fondest memories of childhood times tell me that such plateaus exist and that they carry tremendous energetic quality, a resonant one that a human heart naturally gravitates towards.
I think the managing of nostalgia is essential for the control structure of today because the feelings are that powerful and imperative. People want it, and they feel it. At last they feelsomething, among all the noise we are fed today by the endless PR machine.
I had thought for the longest time that there would be one major template that would hold true for everyone but I have ditched that belief. As different as we are, so are the varying plateaus of our desired modes of existence. The spaces and situations where we feel we have reached another milestone in our lives that is worth defending and resting in for the rest of this lifetime.
I guess settling is one of the most natural things for a human being to do. But settling in a new quality free from all the age-old control-structure tactics that sold us slavery as freedom - that surely qualifies as a new level of living,
Can't wait to find the new plateau. When I do you will be the first to know!
If you're looking also: All the best to you. Let's make this lifetime count, and establish a new template we can completely stand behind, against the onslaughts of those who live their life by indoctrination and remote-controlled aspirations of TV and mass hypnosis. They will all gladly ditch it once enough people with a smile on their face came back to them saying: "Hey, we have this new thing going now and it's really fun. Come ditch the slavery life if you feel brave enough to try something new. What do you have to lose?" - Not even nostalgia...
