Thank you... all grief is the same in my book, I don't hold a trump card because I'm a surviving parent as opposed to a widow. We all hurt, the pain runs through us. It's up to us how we let it out. When we have to walk through it, and we all eventually will, we all deal with it differently. There is no right or wrong way., that's the beauty of our individuality. Eliana's timing could not have been more perfect. It was as though when I watched her post everything I had been thinking of and working on for the last week just swiftly fell into place in my head. I've made upteen videos and erased them all.. lol.. Onward and upward! Thank you for your support and your friendship!