I got goosebumps reading your reply. Thank you, I appreciate your time and everything you said. I feel it in my heart. It's always been hard to talk about as I relive the emotions everytime. I think people could benefit from my events...my story, as it shows that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Just have to work and be encouraged to get there. Being surrounded by the right people helps massively.

Thank you for reading my story Rich, I appreciate it and your words really did make me feel good inside. Much needed. XX What luck I had meeting that amazing woman eh! She is stuck with me forever now :p She still helps me to this day and she is my go to person when I struggle. Her words take effect and there are good results from it. She is never judging and always understanding. A rare gem to find! I love you @earthmother! I can't say enough right things about her, I don't have the right vocabulary to express it right lol.