I've never felt love ❤️ 😍 like this before. A nana's love is forever. 👵♥️👼❤️

I've been rushed off my feet today, I had to get up at 9am as was having the day with my granddaughter, I can't believe how much I love that little girl, she means so much to me all I want to do is keep her safe and give her the best life.

Hubbys mum bought me my first Nan cup.

We left our house at midday, it takes all over an hour to get to Thirsk where my daughter lives. I hate the distance between us but have to deal with it especially now Evie is here. We stopped off at a hotel half way to have something to eat, we have been meaning to try this hotel out as its on our way to Thirsk. With the car filled with hubby driving, me in the passenger seat and Nichola, her boyfriend and Hubbys mum in the back seat.

The hotel is called Sambucas, its named after my favourite drink so thought that was an omen to give it a try. What a massive disappointment, I definitely won't be going back there. I had Minestrone Soup that tasted of pepper, the pasta was edible then we had a coffee to finish, that tasted and looked like dish water. Definitely never going back.

When I got to my daughters she looked shattered now her as did her partner, baby hasn't adjusted to day and night, she's only 6 days old and trying to feed all the time. I have had to give them both a good talking to, they are both tired they haven't the energy to make a meal so me and hubby went to the supermarket and bought them food for quick filling meals for the next 4 days. Once they both ate they both perked up. I hate telling them what to do, I wouldn't have to if they were bottle feeding but there not and baby needs all the nutrients.

We stayed there for a couple of hours, I enjoyed a few lovely cuddles, for my last cuddle Evie opened her eyes concentrating on me making baby sounds. We had to leave soon after as had to get home for my pups. I didn't want to leave her sadly I had to. Now I'm going to miss her until I get to see her next week.

Being a nana is something I have always wanted but never thought I would get. I am still shocked that my daughter has a daughter and hearing her say how much she loves her is amazing. I've never felt love like it, yeah of course I love my daughters they are everything to me but having a granddaughter is so much bigger and better. Having hubbys mum there too, she is a great gran, seeing her hold Evie was lovely. There was 3 generations all together. So much love in one room.

By the time I got home I was shattered, I am looking forward to a lie in tomorrow. I have a Doctors appointment on Monday morning at 9am. Getting up early is going to be a killer, I have to see the Doctor as my blood tests results came back with a few abnormal results my liver being the most I am concerned about. I have another blood test on Wednesday then again in 4 weeks. Hopefully the results come back as normal.

Thank you for visiting. 💟💟