It was dawn already when the cock crowed. I walked over to my window and opened the shutters slowly and the ray of the early morning sun seeped in pouring its pearly glow on me. With my headphones on and music from the night repeatedly playing in my head. The sorrow never left the previous night and I asked myself;"I thought joy comes in the morning?"
I leaned over on the window frame, looking down at the street, all I could see was street activities. The morning sun had brought with it a flurry morning activity as people were seen in ones, twos or threes rushing to God knows where.
Focusing on the little path that stood opposite my window, I saw the mountains, the clouds had descended upon it and I thought that's where I needed to be. I got myself into something more comfortable and off I went. Still crowded in thoughts, my eyes moistened and I wished for a strong wind to blow the pain away.
With an unfocused mind and a crowded head, I walked aimlessly through the bushes, I walked past beautiful flowers without noticing them, they looked happy but I didn't, they were glad the sun showered its love on them but I wasn't neither did I care. I yearned for peace of mind yet I didn't know how to make it happen. I kept walking while music played in my ears.
The bushes were wet from the morning dew, I trailed my fingers on the wet leaves and a soft wind blew past my ears causing goosebumps to appear on my skin. I didn't realize when I walked my way to the peak of the mountain.
There I stood and when I looked down, I could behold the beauty of mother nature and suddenly a strong wind blew, just like magic, my eyes opened and I saw the flowers, the green bushes, the birds and the colorful butterflies that fluttered around. Everything was perfect, I sat down after taking a deep breath, I took my headphones off listening to the wind and trying to find my path, I sat on the grass with my legs crossed and hands raised, I got into meditation; a natural way of healing my broken heart.
Wrote this while listening to "it's you" by Ali Gatie. Couldn't get a link from YouTube music.
all images are mine