WEEKEND EXPERIECES - Last weekend with my useless arm...

Happy Saturday to all Hivians, I thank @galenkp for the opportunity he creates every weekend thanks to his WEEKEND EXPERIECES community, where he allows us to express ourselves through our weekend experiences in #weekend-engagement. Today offers among the many interesting guides, one that strongly belongs to me right now, talk about something you've lost, physical or mental.

Here the original post for this weekend event: https://ecency.com/hive-168869/@galenkp/weekend-engagement-writing-prompts-week-139

Dear friends, perhaps this is the last weekend that I spend with an arm that hasn't worked for many months, where I have lost most of its capacity in terms of strength, because I can only use it after it has warmed up a bit, without make an effort though. Do you think that in the morning my whole joint is blocked, with my right arm I can't even turn off the alarm clock, because it doesn't react in the first moments of the day.

I don't know if from the photos you can clearly perceive the two cysts and the swollen tendons like those of a horse.

Yesterday, late at night, now almost Saturday morning, I was looking at the moon, I stayed for several time looking and thinking about my future, what will happen after this last weekend... Tuesday I'll have surgery on my arm, but we know that not nothing is ever sure and I've always had a bad relationship with hospitals and doctors, plus i'm always very unlucky, so sometimes I find it hard to think positive, but this time I'm trying to be positive in every way, and as? Continuing to create something good for my life, without stopping because an arm didn't work anymore and I couldn't work, so I put my head down on Hive and other projects, so as not to waste time crying over myself, that it wouldn't have helped to nothing,

so I decided that fate won't choose for me, but I will create my own destiny despite whatever could happen to me...

Time slipped in the night that had just passed and I kept staring at the moon and my useless arm, thinking that perhaps Hive and cryptocurrencies would one day take me there, on its candid surface, away from any thought... Obviously it is a metaphor, I prefer the nature of the earth to the cold and rocky surface of the moon, but a thought that recalls the hope of escaping from this situation.

This weekend won't have exceptional adventures, as the previous ones didn't have, because with only one arm available I can't do much, I can't even go fishing for big fish, because I can't lift them. I hope this is the last weekend that this deficit brings me, with the hope that maybe not immediately from the next one, because it would still be early, but from the other next one I can show you a new @stea90, back to exploring the world and nature that surrounds me.

More than an experience, my weekend is a non-experience, or rather an experience of overwhelming thoughts, because the more time passes and the moment of the operation approaches, the more I feel the pressure on me, the more nervous I am and overwhelmed by questions from what will it be then...

I conclude by wishing you a wonderful weekend, while I wanted to let you know that I personally took the photo of the moon last night, while I was observing it and trying for a moment to distract myself from so many thoughts. Thanks for your attention, a hug from @stea90.

All texts, photos, videos and images in this post are property of the author @stea90 - For CCO images that may be used, the source is always declared.

Programs used

Image processing: GIMP and Inkscape
Photo processing and development: Photoshop Express

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