WE230 || That's how I reacted ...

You know what thinking about it, Galen, my friend, is ridiculous. When I try to cool down an uncomfortable, painful, unmanageable situation, I get my crazy, my silly hour, or the questions that are obvious to others...genuine as well.

I think I've learned not to care how others see me. Ridiculous or I'm not like that. In the meantime, don't hurt anyone, much less me, everything's fine. It's funny in my house... hehehe.

Now I'm going to tell you with examples 2 of the many situations of making the ridiculous.

I am beautiful on the outside, but more beautiful on the inside, than if it has happened to me, the ridiculous????

Many times, Galen, I have fallen and I have rolled walking, with tremendous look entering for example, I was entering a luxury restaurant, in my city and I have literally fallen to the floor almost on my face because I was distracted looking at a handsome guy who was passing me by 😂😂😂😂 My God, he almost killed me, I hit hard, fortunately I had the agility and strength to get back together with the help of my husband and the handsome guy who was looking hahahaha, I shook myself I went to the bathroom I looked in the mirror and I said calm Janitze , keep going you just made a fool of yourself, so from this fall learn... "Don't get distracted."

As human beings we must learn that we are all vulnerable to falls, but that we also need people to help us stop, so helping makes us much better people and makes us reflect that we came into the world or life to enjoy, it's about learning even when we make a fool of ourselves like I did that day, 😃 I got up with dignity.

I think the important thing about this kind of experience is to inspire others, by our example.

This experience that I'm telling you, Galen, makes me regain hope in humanity, because that day when I fell in front of many people who were leaving and entering the restaurant, I learned the basics from them: humanity, solidarity, and closeness.

That day, when I got home I cried a little bit alone, because I remembered the moment of my fall and I realized my human capacity for resilience. I almost didn't eat that day hahahaha, my knee hurt.

I remember another day I was walking normally and I stumbled on the same sidewalk that had an unevenness, and I fell to the ground, I think I had a fit of laughter from "the ridiculous thing I was doing", that day I laughed so much that I couldn't ask for help to get up.

I don't like falling, I guess no one likes it, but beyond the pain that those falls have caused me, I find myself laughing, sometimes, sometimes crying. Of course, after they help me to get up, my battered self-esteem shakes and I move on.

Now I will face a medical event, as I am currently doing for my husband's open heart surgery next Friday, November 8th, it is complicated because the information that doctors give is not publicly managed, and not knowing where to look and how to enter the subject is like learning a child's language....messing up every now and then... also make a fool of yourself.

Janitze.🌹