Yeah, I'm still holding my breath and keeping my strength. I know that now it's the hardest time when I shouldn't think about all what's built here and to push myself to start over. I think it's worth a shot for sure. And I may find even a better way, better opportunities. Because despite knowing 4 languages. Having some blogging and vlogging skills, I couldn't make it here. Maybe somewhere there I'll be able to realize my potential and have much better life. Who knows. Fingers crossed !