Sorry to hear that about your friend, I could recall when I was young I did this crazy thing where I took a bunch of personal family photos to school just to show my friends how adorable I believed I was, I ended losing them and this wasn't just my photos but that of my entire family.

Even though nobody really noticed as we have like a ton of those, I still feel extremely upset about losing such an important thing, so I could say that at the slightest, I can relate.

About Hive, I believe more people than you think might actually see it that way, I personally have developed some funny form of networking with people around here and that has had a great effect on my growth all round. The content I push out each day gives me a sense of satisfaction that usually on days I don't do anything, it feels like I took some steps backwards and I'm one to always want to keep improving, growth means a lot to me.It really is amazing and a great experience at that.